How's life there

你过得怎么样？
好吗？好吧？

国外的日子，怎么能不好呢，对吧？
但总有有那么语塞的时刻。三言两语说不完所有感受。
嗯，好啊。
熟悉的人，默默听了我的许多抱怨吧。谢谢所有开导，所以后来也渐渐看开了。

那个出国初期雄心壮志的我，怎么又快消散不见了。
好多要做好的东西，又，没做好。

“爸爸很生气你了”

一句话又足以提醒..?我，that I have not been at my best. Do you want to repeat what happened that time? When you can do better but you did not. No amount of regret could bring back time, you are well aware of it, no? Can you keep your wandering mind somewhere else, lock it, keep it and don't let it bother you. Can you concentrate on your study like how you were before? Please be more dedicated on your final year studies.

三个礼拜去了London, Cardiff, Leeds, Manchester， 基本上就没有花假日时间读书。
还想走？是有待办事项，待去地方。
可能就只能去圣诞市集而已。
好多好多感受，无法一字一句打出来。
带上的耳机，头脑却依旧为琐碎事打转。

怎么样才能专心，我真的也很想知道。